Souviens toi de moi

I was lost, cried on your knees

I was cold, too blind to see

the lights don’t always show to me

the dreams don’t always let me be

the love don’t always come to me

but I was lost, prayed on my knees

the blood fell down, too dark to see

Remember me.

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I can be your Cleopatra

Or- your full time queen of Sparta

I won’t ever work a day

I’ll just stay home and pray

 

 

You can take me anytime

I won’t even tell your crimes

You can get me drunk and high

I can cry until I die

 

 

Promise it won’t hurt at all

I can’t hit another wall

I’ll let you be unkind

Just to get him off my mind

 

 

Daddy, won’t you play with me

I am known for being free

Leave your wife for a few days

And I’ll show you million ways

 

 

I am blind, I cannot see

Your white lines don’t work for me

I still love him-bittersweet

In another life, we’ll meet

You know it

You rolled cigarettes and brought the light

In that balcony in the middle of the night

And I was looking at the dreams above

While Ella was singing ‘let’s fall in love’

 

Who knew I would be such a fool

To love you beyond the rules

For you was just a game of darts

I only got a broken heart

 

The moon was lighting up your face

The smoke was formed in faded chains

Your sins were louder than the jazz

I thought you wanted to confess

 

You smiled and turned your back to light

I bit my lips, pressed my legs tight

And I looked straight into your eyes

I was the one who broked the lies

 

Darling, I was the fire in that light

 

 

Vantablack

Look what they’ve done to me

They brought me to my knees

My hands shake and start to freeze

And I  am now too blind to see

 

Look what they’ve done to me

I keep hiding in my house

Which become a jailhouse

I am now ashamed to be

 

Look what they’ve done to me

I seek comfort in the dark

My eyes have lost their last spark

I just wait to be set free

Light of my life

You sold your life for a few dreams

I sold myself for a few drinks

You said you’ll wait for me at night

Said I’ll always be your light

 

The flowers in my hair are dead

They fall off,  I shake my head

You said you’ll wait for me at night

Said I’ll always be your light

 

I can’t see you in those bars

Kissing girls like you’re a star

You said you’ll wait for me at night

Said I’ll always be your light

 

I don’t trust any of you

After all that I’ve been through

Said I’ll always be your light

Have you recently turned blind?

Prologue to you

But I just don’t understand why you avoid

Everything that reminds you of me

I thought you’ve destroyed

Every inch of love for me

I lived in this dream

As if it was reality,

I’ve drown in this sin

There was so much cruelty.

 

At the point of no return

I hugged you last time

My heart indeed burned

I’ve heard you have cried

 

I shake off your fire

Long burning my soul

There’s still the desire

But I’m left here alone.

 

Just know when you saw her

I cried tears of gold

My vision turned dark blurr

I felt I was old.

 

And I went to that church

I told you about.

I begged God in my search

For a quiet place to hide.

 

 

My soul’s on its knees

But my lipstick’s so bright.

I fear my tears will freeze

In this darkest-coldest night.

 

Do you really love her?

I must’ve been a toy.

But I know you well, sir.

I’ve noticed you, boy.

 

 

Do you know you killed me inside

And I’m floating again in my solitude?

You’ve got now idea how much have I cried.

My heart was just a gum you chewed.

 

 

You were my first flame of love

But turned up in bird of pain

Though you were the whitest dove

I just try to keep me sane.

Je ne sais pas

I couldn’t tell you I love him.
I could not stop your heart to dream.
I drained my tears in my sad soul.
I couldn’t tell you “please,don t go”.
I burst in tears on the streets.
I’ve made a boat out of my sheets.
My bed is just a sea of pain,
In which the rain falls on its way.
All I have done was loving you
And I just wonder if you knew
When you flirt with me those nights,
You fucked up my heart for life.

 

I pray to find a peaceful haze
At the end of this wild maze.

Betrayal

You, you’re a miserable man
You broke my heart and after then
You fell in love with my best friend

You, you’re a miserable man
You made me fell off on my knees
And I’ve become too blind to see

You, you’re a miserable man
You asked her out for a nice date
I’ll just ask God how to be dead
You, you’re a miserable man
Don’t you know she’s my best friend?
Don’t you know she’s my best friend?
Don’t you know she’s my best friend?
I think I’ll just cut my veins.